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Hey folks, i'm back =].

Senior year is going okay. My yearbook advisor, Miss E. is retiring this year. I was sad for a minute but i found out that she will be only teaching electives and she wont be leaving until the year is over. The yearbook and Miss E. is the only thing I have to look forward to school. I saw Steven a couple times in the hallways, everytime i saw him, i got soo depressed. It's really a horrible feeling, it's sad it got to this point. Sometimes I wish I never met him. Sigh.
Umm, i don't know what else to write =d. When I think of something, i will update =].

Unfortunely, my mom lost her job. She was perming a paitent's hair and she got burned. Her boss called it abuse and she got fired. My mom is now fighting to get her job back with her union. Hopefully she will get it back. On the good side, we are in the process of getting a roomate, if we get one then my mom would have a easier itme paying the rent.

I'm done with my school shopping (yay!), all i need is a few acessories and i'm good. I got my program card yesterday and I leave school at 11:35!! I still shocked that I have only 5 classes and I get out early, the only downside is I have to get up at 5 AM to get to school. I'm soo excited about my senior year, I already packed my tote bag and I go to school on Tuesday =d. Hopefully it's going to be a good year.

I'm not going to be updating as much because we are trying to cut down on our electricity bill, so don't un-add me because I don't update as much =].

So I went to therapy yesterday and I didn't cry (thank god).My therapist wanted me to write a song and make a song from it with my guitar. I said I didn't want to because i'm not the creative type, but she made me do the song in her office. That lady is seriously corny.
I met this this girl a while ago through therapy and she wants me to go Astroland in Coney Island but i'm not sure if I want to go. She's a two years younger than me and I wish I could hang out with somebody my age. I don't really feel like babysitting, you know? I'm think I might as well go, because if I don't i'm going to feel bad. I'm also going to Sesame Place next Friday, maybe i'll get to meet Elmo =D. I hope the rides there are good, I once went to Dorney Park and They had the best rollercoaster. It was callled the Talon and it started out with a big, downward drop, followed by all kinds of twists and loops. I could tell how many because I had my eyes closed half the time, lol. I thought i was going to die on that ride, but it was really fun and I was surprised at myself because i'm not that brave.
I'm kinda glad that I'm finding stuff to do, I don't like to be in the house all day.

Blah. Spring break just started and of course i have nothing to do at all. I'm so sick of having no life, no friends and not having any type of fun whatsoever. I can't even remember the last time i had fun or even felt happy.
I feel soo lonely.

Well, that's the end of my paid time =(.
I see i get to keep some of the cool stuff, but it sucks to only have 3 icons again.

Man, i'm really sorry about not updating, my computer is acting screw-y. It keeps on freezing and going to this blue screen. I'm on the phone, on hold with Dell support. I hope the computer is okay =( .
Tommorrow my paid account expires =( . I'm not gonna be crazy and ask just freaking anybody for paid time. I wonder if i'll be able to keep s2 when i'm a free user again, i think iv'e seen it before. Oh well, we shall wait and see.

Yay, i'm back to s2 =D!
It was kinda fustrating at first but i did it!!

Anyways, i feel a little better about Steve and everything. I saw Giuseppe(former crush)and he was looking grown-up and everything. He also had a deeper voice, which is pretty sex ;). Don't you just love puberty, lol? It's so depressing when i don't see him at all at school. I swear if i did get to hang out with him, i would talk more comfortably with. Maybe when i turn junior in HS he'll be in one of my classes. *prays*

So i talked to Steve and he has a girlfriend =( .







Life sucks.